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Life was alright recently, everything somehow went off smoothly. How I wished everyday was like this. But what if one day obstacles were to come upon me? I do wonder if I'll be able to take it. Sometimes I wished life was fair, but it never was. People come and go. They leave you when their time is up, that's how ironic people leave. Actually, honest speaking, I've got nothing to be upset about, but at times I still hope that god take away my life rather than taking away those people who wants to live longer. I even wished that I'll be able to view my own funeral, so I'll be able to know who cried, who laugh, and who party down there. Everyday I'm thinking, what if one day I were to be taken away to somewhere far, what would happen to him?

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#03.

" happy 3rd monthsary, my dearest. "
The time now is 11:49pm, hopefully I'll be able to had it typed out before it hits 12am.
Well, time flies, and it's our third month together already! This third month isn't a perfect one, due to quarrels, sensitive, paranoid, jealous. Well, I don't ask for a perfect relationship as well because nobody is perfect one earth. But, I must admit that this 3months is well spent with you, spending almost every single day with each other although most of the time we're doing nothing, but we're happy as long as we're together right? I'm sorry that sometimes I'm way too lazy to head out, ( I'm a lazy bum. ) and ofcourse, I really needs to apologize to you about this god damn thing, which is my princess attitude, I'm really sorry, but ya I'm trying to change but I just can't. Give me some time maybe? please tell me if you can't tolerate. Thanks for giving in at times. I know my attitude is way too suckish that i bet you can't even handle. Well, i'm different from other girls that you met. I'm left with 5minutes. Ok well, thanks for being such a sweet ass towards me, really alot of ants coming towards us already hahaha. But, I felt that we're still lacking trust i believe we can do much more better right. Lets prove to others out there that we would last as long as we can. Thanks my dearest for tapping me to sleep and hugging me when I had nightmare always. Once again, happy 29th. ♥

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#2.

" mentally insane - physically tired - suicide thoughts. " 

#1.

" but can we not come to an end? we once said forever. "

Thankyou for being such a sweet and caring boyfriend who always wanted to accompany me, make me smile, showing me how much you love me. sorry that I always made you feel unimportant, make you worry because of my health, because I don't feel like eating. I show you attitude, I show you temper, but you never once gave up on me. Telling me sorry as and when because you're sensitive and paranoid, yet I said ' one day your sorry will means nothing. ' I know it's hurting, I'm sorry. 3rd monthsary coming soon, since a long distance relationship is able to handle well, I'm sure we can too. Thanks so much my dear.